![]() ![]() I just want to feel desired again, I want to be loved unconditionally, and I want to be in a happy fulfilling relationship. Going to leave because I can’t continue to give without him giving also. It is also hard to make a marriage work that has so much distance and if he not willing to find something local (where he can be home every day) I am If that is true I can’t change anything if he doesn’t tell me what I need to change. I believe this is another lie or if he has no sexual desire it because he no longer desires me. ![]() He began to tell be that he doesn’t have the desire and did I have any I am 34 and he is 31 and I have just reached my sexual peak. I told him that something was not right because recently we have only been having sex once a month. Told him that I was leaving at the end of May. I let him know how I felt and reminded him of the promises he had made to me and then I Then he decided to say that he was curious about how it all works. When I asked himĪbout it he was shocked and tried to deny it until I told him I had read the profile. When I got back I was checking the e-mail and saw where he had placed a personal profile and said that he was divorced. Well I went out of town this weekend for 3 days with the kids. We were communicating better, we started praying together nightly, and we always told each other we love him/her before I thought we were working things out good. I accepted his promisesīut not without caution and suspicion, I mean I had heard that before. He promises me that he would stay away from the porn and that he would never cheat again. Since I had never seen that side of him and he started to open up more and apologized repeatedly I decided to give it a try. After this last affair I told him I wanted a divorced he broke down emotionally and begged me to give him another chance. Me, our sex life is not spontaneous or that he has lost the desire to be intimate. After I ask him several more times he always find a way to blame me by sating he couldn’t talk to He always says he doesn’t know why he did it when I confront him about it. I had some suspicious before I found out but he always denied it. When I found out about the affair it had been going on for 5 months. He met this lady at the driver school and they began to have an affair. Mention he is a truck driver and is gone all the time. A year ago I found out he had cheated with a lady he worked with. I have taken him back over and over, many times without any explanation or apology from him. Sleep with a prostitute when I was pregnant with the second one. He has cheated while I was pregnant with both my children and even left me when I was pregnant with the first one and attempted to Out of those 9 years he has cheated on me during 8 of them. My husband and I have been married for 9 years. ![]()
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